Well its all change since I last wrote. Well in some ways it is.
The London move has been cancelled, turned out the guy who offered Fiona the job wasnt planning on giving her that great a salary and then she met a guy and has fallen in love so she's staying here.
I'm still stuck at my job but thankfully only for another 22 days 
I'm leaving to go do a 3 month voluntary placement in South Africa. Utterly cannot wait! Going to be working for an organisation that deals with the rehabilitation of endangered monkeys, will be living in an eco village and going on my own, very very scary but I really need to get away.
Time to make some decisions about what I want to do with myself. I don't know what career I want to do, I dont know if I want to move away from home again, if I want a boyfriend, if I want to learn how to drive, if I want to get a nose job....
There are so many things I'm confused about I think this time away will be good for me to think on my own. Make some decisions about who I am and what I want.
Things on the man front have kept fairly ok until recently. There has been nothing going on at all. Me and Busboy have become good friends, its wierd, I stay at his house, we snuggle on the sofa and we speak regularly yet there's nothing happening. Couldnt decide if I wanted anything to happen, until he decided to snog me on Saturday night, just grabbed me as he was leaving and snogged me. A little random but it didnt make any sparks fly for me. It just confused me as to why he would do that.
Anyway, to make things more difficult I've become really good friends with some of his friends, 2 in particular are now what I would class as 2 best friends. I'm going to miss them a lot while I'm away.
So, there is obviously this group of men, Busboy, Greg and Ed (the new besties) and others. Now, one of the others asked me out last week, seems to be rather nice, doesnt come out as often as the rest do so I dont know him as well but thought good things. My only hesitation was that I'm going away in 4 weeks, dont really want to start anything up so told him this. Fine, no problem. That is until Busboy snogged me and Ed told all the boys. So this guy, Oliver was clearly not impressed so then chatted up 2 of my friends and took one of them out last night. Granted he is well within his rights to but how damn ridiculous! Not my fault Busboy snogged me!
Just happened that the girl his took out is more a friend of Fiona's who comes out sometimes, who I actually dont particularly like. I find her arrogant and scheming. She also happens to be a massive whore. Harsh, yes but I don't care, its true.
Unfortunately I did/do actually quite like Oliver but the sort of man who dates someone like her isnt the sort of man I want to be with.
I am totally spitting my dummy out about this but I've had enough!
Work is exhausting at the moment and then I've got this going on.
I just want to be gone. Away from it all so they can all faff about as much as they like...
