I’ve decided I’m never going to be interested in another man ever again. All they do is show interest then back off for no reason at all and reject any advances I make.
I end up feeling shit, unwanted and undesirable. No-one deserves to make me feel like that yet every single one of them I meet does.
Therefore I am never falling for it again.
I am giving up all of my romantic ideas, it’s only ever happens to other people, never to me.
There must be something that makes me unsuitable for anything further than the initial date.

I’m sick of getting my hopes up only to be made to feel rubbish about myself afterwards.

I am now going to resign myself to be eternally single. I can’t hurt myself, reject myself or make myself feel unlovable.

Totally utterly disappointed that I haven’t figured this out by now…