I am so close to walking out of my job at this moment. I've had to come here to write this and vent my stress.
I am sick of having people talking at me. Not talking to me or asking me to do something I am just having a constant tirade of complaints, moans, grumbles. I am really struggling with having 2 jobs and working 70 hour weeks. Things are going missing at work, things arent being recorded and if anther chinese person tells me that 15 walk is too far I will shoot them.
Even the 14 year old we have on placement has said he doesnt know why I put up with what I do.
I am on the verge of either crying or getting my bag and leaving. Sod the place. I'll survive off my bar job.

Yesterday sister situations went from bad to worse.

Asked Amy what she was up to last night, as we generally do ask each other and she calmly told me she was going out for a drink with Hands.
I maintained my cool until I got upstairs and quietly ranted and raved to Dee.
Went out for a bit with Dee and she got me to do the stress relief trick of winding the car windows down, turning up the music and screaming, Tarzan style at the top of my lungs. It's wonderful!

So, is it just me or is it morally wrong that Amy, my sister has gone on a date with someone I have pretty much had sex with? She knows this, knows I have spent the past month saying I'm looking forward to him coming back from his trip so I can see if we can take off where we left off. She knows I liked him (see the past tense. He revolts me now) and has gone on a date. Totally below the belt, morally wrong and utterly disgusting. Imagine being with a guy knowing that he's also had his head between your sisters legs and given her multiple orgasms! WRONG!!!!

I am so very, very angry with her. Its something you wouldn’t do to a friend but she is happy to do it to her sister. I always knew she was a tart but this is just ridiculous!
After ranting about it with Dee last night I've decided I've had enough. She has been putting my down my whole life, moving away from home made me realise I was better than she made me feel so I can cope with her better now. Rather than thinking I'm obviously the less attractive sister and that’s why he's gone for her after me, as I would have done a few years ago, I now realise it's her who is the lesser person. Dee has said she is jealous of me and that’s why she does what she does. I don’t need someone like that, even if she is my sister, clearly she is only a sister in the blood sense, in every other sense she is someone I don’t need in my life. I don't intend to associate with her anymore than I have to.
If she was a friend I would have fallen out with her, just because we are related I don’t see why it should be any different.