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The penetrating lonliness of the eternally single
by Cecin @ 29 Jul. 2008 - 01:06:03 pm

Hands is back.
Saw him at the club. Was hoping to see him and find him not as amazing as I recall.
However, he was better.
Tall, gorgeous smile and shoulders pumped to perfection from a month of training.
Frustratingly fabulous.
Quick chat about his trip. Hug, kiss on cheek and a handshake...
What does a handshake mean? Awkwardness, confirmation of just friends?
Although why I consider this, its not like anything is going to happen, it never does.

Eternally single, internally lonely, externally happy with my 'freedom'.

I'm so miserable being single.
The word itself: not accompanied by another or others; solitary.
Not appealing anymore.

This weekend I have bumped into more past men than ever. Including one I had forgotten about. A drunken encounter some months ago, he is now newly single. The encounter was fabulous, very steamy and frenzied. Would like to try for another go. Doubt it is likely.

My weight is very up and down, cant seem to control it.
Overall, not feeling great about myself.

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lucreziaborgialucreziaborgia pro
2008-07-29 @ 14:38

At least you are getting 'some'...Lucky you! I need to fantasise about it.

xxLuxx

CecinCecin [Member]
2008-08-01 @ 11:05

I know... still wish I had someone there for more than that though. xx

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