Wow! Not written in a really long time!
Shame really because I've had some serious fun going on!

Hmm... Now where do I start...?

Well, I kicked bedboy to the curb. I didnt speak to him for a while as I fell out with him due to some very unacceptable behaviour when I saw him in a club. Needless to say when I bumped into him a few weeks ago he was all smiles and kept sneaking kisses, which I gave him the cheek for! He tried a few back handed lines, all of which I cut him back with. He left as the loser and later text me telling me I looked gorgeous. Well...hello?!!!

Been spending plenty of time with Dee, having a wail of a time! Also spent lots of time with the boys and and Vicky, (the original flatmate who gets married this year). We went camping at the weekend, good fun if not rather cold!

I've managed to drag myself into another of my life overhalls. Oh god this one is going to be tough!
Ok, so firsty, I met this guy...known him to say hello to for a while and he is a friend of some guys I know. So anyway, went out for one of the guys birthdays and he was out. We got talking, got on really well and swapped numbers. He text me as soon as he got home and we arranged a date. The date went very well, he was a total gentleman and we didnt stop talking all night, he asked me back to his house to watch a film we both love but I had to decline knowing I had to be at work the next day. He walked me home and I got a fabulous snog on the doorstep.
Fabulous!
So... all sounds good so far? Well, as usual it gets complicated.
I heard nothing from him for him until I bumped into him one weekend, his face lit up when he saw me, came bounding over, gave me a big kiss and apologised for not texting me. He then spent the rest of the night with me, snogging and such like. His friends, who are also my friends, kept asking me random stuff like hows it going with you and Rich? And I even got warned that I better take care of him.
Very strange.
I asked him what his thoughts on us were and he said he didnt want to start anything until he finished in the Raf in 3 weeks, I said I would wait.
When the club kicked out he disappeared. I went to a party of one of our mutual friends and thought no more of it.
Now, Roz works with his housemate, Jeff. He told her that it was made clear by Rich that we were together and that he was really keen on me. All good!
Again, however, heard nothing from him.

Bump into him a week later and he was off with me. Got a brief conversation about nothing out of him and that was it. So I decided he was too much like hard work and went on my merry little way.
While out I get talking to another mutual friend of ours... well, to cut a long story short I end up going home with him. Tormented each other for a while with sarcasm and conversations about random things then things led...innocently....to the bedroom. Honestly, I dont think we had even kissed at this point! Although I was drunk so I wouldnt swear on it...

So as you could guess, one thing leads to another and even though there was no full on sex, there were plenty of other stuff going on there. I have to say... my god that man knows what he is doing! His fingers knew exactly what they were doing and where to touch to get the best feelings and when he went down on me it was like giving a dog a big bowl full of gravy! He went for it like it was his last meal! And my god did he get results from that! Never had such amazing orgasms from oral! AMAZING!
He also did this thing where I laid in his arms while he kissed my face and trailed his hands all over my body, no major sexual touching at this point but it turned me on like never before!
We slept in very late and when we woke he made me toast and smoothies. A mutual friend came round and when they both headed into town he dropped me off at home.
God to I regret not having sex with him....

So. The pickle I find myself in is that Hnds has now gone to Australia for a month to play rugby and when he returns I would really like to finish what we started and Rich has finished in the Raf and has been in touch. Turns out the reason he was off with me is because that night I saw him was a year since his Dad had died and he wasnt in the mood for any romancing. Man did I feel cruel...

I'm out this weekend and will probably see Rich, so do I see what happens, knowing he will probably know about me and Hands? ARGH!!! What a mess!!!

Oh and just before I finish...I'm considering becoming a no sex escort so I can clear my debts quickly. Anyone got any thoughts on this? And can you make any real money from not doing the sex? Is there such thing?

Ta ta for now kids! xxx