Why is it when you get drunk you send stupid texts to the guy you like?! Or rather, why do I send stupid texts?!!

Went out with Dee last night, saw one of my new clients who I'd 'happened' to mention to during the day where I was going. Not actually thinking he would go! Well he did, got talking to him, he is seriously cute, loaded and a really nice guy. So we exchanged numbers and he text me almost straight away asking if he could take me out. I'm not actually sure if I'm allowed to, work sort of issues could arise... Mentioned it to Abby, who I work with and she didnt know either... Both going to have a think about it and I'm going to check my contract and see. Its really wierd having to think about all eventualities before the first date, you dont know how things may turn out, all bases need to be covered! Its hard work!!!

Anyway, onto the drunk texts. I saw bedboy last night, y'no the one I cant read the signals on? Well, he'd already emailed me and said he was having a night in as so when I saw him he said he caved into the boys! Well, guess we've all done it! That wasnt the problem, it was the girl he was stood with. Not generally being a jealous sort of person I got the hump, not just because of the girl but the fact he looked me up and down (not sure if it was in an appreciative way or not), spoke to me for a very short time, to tell me he had a meeting with the boss in the morning then wandered off with said girl. I was not impressed.
I decided to ignore him and anyway found the client guy entertaining enough!

The drink I was supping at told me to text him, so I did. Just calling him weak for caving in to going out. He text back protesting so I then replied with, "You could prove it by finding me instead of staying with that girl". Yes, stupid I know. He explained that she was an old school friend and they had never even kissed.

I had gone home by this point and fallen asleep so I didnt reply. Found the text an hour later and another saying "Oi, I'm talking to you!" So I told him I'd fallen asleep then drunkanly proclaimed that I was interested in him for more than sex. He replyed saying that he would be with me now if he could. I said that didnt answer my question so he replyed saying he hadnt realised I wanted more.

Obviously still not answering properly.

I then sent a load of drunkan ramble saying I did want him for more and could he let me know what it was he wanted before he could blow me out in a club again.
Needless today I didnt get a reply...

I sent him a message this morning saying I realised the texts sounded grumpier than I meant them to and that I should have slipped a cheeky ;-) in there somewhere, told him I hoped his meeting went ok and would be nice to hear from him soon.

No reply as yet...Think I may have blown it before anything even happens...

D'ya know I've complained something chronic about having no men around and when they do arrive I abuse the one I like when I'm drunk, meet another I may get sacked for, crazy guy who stroked me on the first date and the guy I had a drunkan night with who wont leave me alone!

I wonder if its simpler to not bother with men sometimes...!

Oh if anyone reads this before tonight, I'm wondering if I should text him to see if he fancies joining me at my friends house warming party tonight. See if I can show him I'm not about to boil his bunnies...